Oh, September!
September always buzzes with more emotions for me than most other months. Not to discount any other important events in my life, but it seems September is just chock full of those memories and events that send me into an emotional roller coaster. A "tizzy," one might say. I am starting to feel myself chanting at bedtime: "just get through this month; just get through September."
This year, it is no different. I feel like summer just began, and now it's already gone. Now here I am faced with September once more, and I'm trying my best not to be unhappy about it. After all, I used to love the change of seasons; passing into fall, enjoying the change of scenery, holiday season approaching. I certainly don't dislike October, November or December, because I think I tend to enjoy those three months very much - dare I say - maybe my favorite time of year.
But it's not really about the weather at all. It's just that September has now historically been filled with many life-altering situations, and I am feeling a bit emotionally drained. I don't think I can handle any more right now. I am feeling a bit tired lately, and I'd just like September to come and go without any real, life changing situations for once in a long, long while.
So whoever is in charge of September this year, can you just bypass me this time, please? Let me enjoy one September without something really crappy falling on my head? Maybe?
